Disturb us, Lord, when
We are too pleased with ourselves,
When our dreams have come true
Because we dreamed too little,
When we arrived safely
Because we sailed too close to the shore.
Disturb us, Lord, when
With the abundance of things we possess
We have lost our thirst
For the waters of life;
We have ceased to dream of eternity
And in our efforts to build a new earth,
We have allowed our vision
Of the new heaven to dim.
Disturb us, Lord, to dare more boldly,
To venture on wilder seas
Where storms will show your mastery;
Where losing sight of land
We shall find the stars.
We ask you to push back
The horizons of our hopes;
And to push back the future
In strength, courage, hope, and love.
This we ask in the name of our Captain,
Who is Jesus Christ.
In my previous post, you might have read that my family was blessed to be able to review the new Henty Alive (
http://www.hentyalive.com/) audio drama, "Under Drake's Flag." The study guide that was provided included a written copy of the Prayer of Sir Francis Drake and it caused a whole other level of thought processing for me.
The word “disturb”…how often do we look at it in a positive light?
It really made me think that in this life, so often we are always striving for quiet, for peace, for that “perfect” set of life circumstances that allows us to feel good. Does that really bring us closer to the Father? Does that really allow us to grow?
Or, does it allow us to grow complacent, to be unapproachable by those outside of our “normal?” If we truly want to grow and be used in this life, we need to be disturbed, those are the trying fires of life. That is where our character is formed, where we learn about our complete and utter dependence on the One who made us and fires us at the potter’s wheel. We have to reach out and go beyond the home shore, we have to be willing to dispense with the possessions, and we have to be willing to be teachable in the storms.
How many times have I heard people say, “Don’t pray for patience, God will give you circumstances to grow it in you....”
Oh yes, well, maybe I need to pray to be more disturbed then, to be uncomfortable, so that I can grow, so that I can rely on His perfect will and comfort for my life. Not what I can provide by keeping things “normal,” but what He can provide when I am at my worst, when all seems lost, and all I have is Him to depend on.
Are you willing to pray that prayer, “Lord….disturb me?”
I may not have been praying those specific words these past few years, but I hope, that in my own physical “leaving of my home shores” and willingness to give up "the abundance of things we possess," that I am growing toward being more open to being disturbed so that I can see His mastery, see the hope that we can have in Him, and gain the eternal focus that can only come from our Captain.